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and it's already 4:52 AM

matagal din akong offline ahh... anu na ba meron sa web?? haha...

My Dearest blog and to its readers,

Hi! I’m here again. And I have a lot of tips, suggestions and lessons to share with you guys. It is based on my experiences and observations. Let’s call these as Super **. Are you ready?? Well, whether you’re ready or not, I’ll gonna start.

ay oo nga pala. muntik ko na makalimutan, before anything else, THANK YOU FOR VISITING THIS PAGE.. tumataas ang bilang ng HITS ko ahh.


ok. back to the topic.

Super Tips:
Be Humble. That’s the number one lesson that I have discovered a few weeks ago. When someone tries to make you feel bad, being humble will help you control all the feelings that you have. It will also help you to feel relax and free from all the stress. [oh yeah, I’m improving]
Be cool especially when others are not. At least you are sure that you’re doing nothing against them.
Look at the mirror, do some pacute poses and smile. Smiling will help us forget all the problems around. Always remember, you don’t have any problem, THEY have a BIG problem.
Don’t declare any fight especially if you don’t have any opponents aside from your DUMB self and foolish TONGUE.
Know the whole story. Because being judgmental is the most horrible mistake.
Before you evaluate other’s action, evaluate yourself first.
Act like a professional. Don’t let others know where you grew up.
Look at the mirror and now, try to define the word maturity 10x.
Don’t clean your name when obviously your words let it dirtier.
Don’t say that it is not an issue to you when you always talk about it.
Don’t let other people believe that it is just because of your insecurity in life.
And lastly, don’t define yourself as fake again ahh. It made me feel ooh. I’m sad for you.




Super Lessons:
“Life is never about the people who act true in front of you...
It is about the people remain true behind you.” –Anonymous (forwarded text message).

Words are very powerful. Jokes are half meant. But asaran is just for fun. Hehehe.

Always focus on those things that will make me happy. Yun lang.

When someone hates you for unreasonable reasons, it means you’re doing better. - Oh yeah. Nagiimprove pala talaga ako.

At least through her powerful word, I am now aware on how she acts behind. bogus!

I’m happy and contented. No bitterness inside.
trying to be a better person.


*****
Para sa katulad mo na kulang sa pagkalinga,
Isang haha nalang poh. Tama na. OA na eh.
Sana hindi na maging Bitter sayo ang buhay.
Hopefully.
*****
Para sa mga taong malawak ang pangunawa,
Many thanks.
*****
Para sa mga taong ngumiti lang sayo, maaalala mo na ulit na ngumiti.
Keep on smiling guys. And thanks.
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Para kay CK,
Uyyyy.. Mas humirap para sa’kin ang mundo.
Pero sana alam mo na ang pagkausap lang kita [kahit saglit lang yung mga yun],
Pagngumiti ka lang.
kumpleto na araw ko.
*****

At para sa isang bagay na paulit-ulit at pinagsawaan ko na,
This is my last entry for you.



PS: I have the pictures nga pala for last sem.
Just click the picture to enlarge.




and it's already 3:13 AM

Sorry if I haven't been updating for a long-- more than a month. Is that really long?? Hahaha. Ok let’s blame my sucking junior first semester. It was sooo hayyyyyyyyy- oh noooo… oh hayyy... exaggerated??. Hahaha. Actually the whole first semester was not totally like that. The only thing that makes this junior life sucking was the last 2 or 3 weeks- the papers, case study, projects, finals and PEOPLE. Yow... whatever...

This is my comeback post and I am thinking (w/ doubt) if I still have to tell all the happenings last month. I know that even from the start, I always talk about everything, everything in my life. As in I’m always set and comfortable to display my non-sense stories. Ayayay… sige. Hindi na masyado.Pero medyo nalang. LOL. I want to make this informative din kasi ehh. How??? So far hindi ko pa alam. And while I still don’t know how, I will share just a little bit of what had happened last month (with the help of my planner).

October 14- 17
14 – Case study attacks here.
15 – I felt something different. Haha. Super feel ang existence nya. Wafaks. *kinikilig* Everything was so unexpected. Everything happened very fast. As in. woooh… Ayun oh. [But wait, my mom keeps on asking me. Bakit daw ako nakangiti habang nag-eencode]

Back to the topic. I don’t know why I felt something na kakaiba that time… Hard to SHARE guys. It’s soo H-A-R-D! I'm scared of what he'll say and super scared na mabuko ako NINYO. Baka din kasi assuming lang ako. BUT – isang malaking BUT, most of my instincts are true. RAMDAM ko. I hope, I hope, I hope, I hope na tama ako. [Crossfingers] I don’t know. Maybe I should keep this to myself muna kahit sobrang hirap itago ng feelings na toh. I must keep this until I know him better. As of now, I have to keep this secret. Sekreto na parang obvious. Hanggang sa Planner lang muna ang detalye. HAHAHA. Pagalingan nalang sa pambubuko guys at gagalingan ko din ang pagtatago… By the way He is Mr. CK.. because he loves CK and I love that too.. ang labo.

On the Same day, after class, my group mates and some of my classmates, decided to have a group study for networking. Overnight toh.FACEBOOK. Super puyat nga ehh. Docu lang ang nadagdagan. Pero Masaya naman. Imagine, 3 different broadbands ang nagamit . Smart, Globe and Sun. Nagenjoy??? hahaha.

16 - Everything is a rush.
Since tomorrow (17 October) will be the day for defense. I never expected na makakapag overnight ako sa ibang bahay. Legal din naman eh. LEGAL NA PALA. AT wala akong tulog...kinabukasan, Sa bus nalang natulog, on the way to school.


17- Happy birthday Berna. Defense Day. Eyebags.
18-19 - Still busy for other subjects.


20- tantanananntantan. He exists. And I love those CKs. *kinikilig parin* Shitness ang hirap. Puro codes lang.
24-28 – FINALS >>My planner told me that oct 26 Mr. CK exists again.
27- my tears fall down. At last tapos na ang lahat. This is also the day of Starbucks moments with classmates and schoolmates. Some of them ay nakabonding ko na noon then yung iba ngayon lang. MASAYA naman


Nov 1 - to take this opportunity, I want to greet my dearest FRIEND ERICSON a belated happy happy birthday. This is the first time na nkalimutan ko ang birthday mo. I’m so sad. SORRY talaga. You know how much I love you. Hindi ko kayo kinakalimutan. Grabeh.. Maybe because of the school happenings, napagkakalimutan ko ang mga birthday nyo... mwuaah. Pero buong mundo naman nakaalala ng araw mo. Peace. Hehe.

Nov 3 – I didn't mean it.

I was tasked to go back to my high school for the form 137 of mine which is one of the requirements for graduation [haha. 3rd year palang ako noh]. After HS graduation, this is the first time I visit the high school. Me, with my 2 high school friends, we explore our old school. We saw our advisers and teachers and we do a lot of flashbacks. Flashbacks that made me smile once again. I really had fun and I am glad that they remember us. Some of them call me kissha. Oopss its Kisa. Haha… They teases US. Oh no. I don’t wanna fall to the trap again...I believe that he’s fine now with his Gf . And I’m good-still single. Better to be friends. No U-TURN nga ehh… BTW, I think I’m making some mistakes. I guess. I let him talk to me every night, over the phone, until dawn- again. I let him touch and pinch my nose and my cheeks. Parang tulad ng dati. The reason why I once fall. Is that really my mistakes? I’m single and sad to say, he’s not.

Nov 4 – enrolment.
Mix emotions. I’m super glad to be a part of 3c4 [unexpected] and a little bit sad because I felt I am eliminated. Well I have to accept everything. This is life. Let go to gain happiness.

and TODAY, nov 9

I realized na sobrang sarap ng feeling na maging MASAYA. in my own way. hahaha. Tommorow is my birthday that is why I have my resolution. haha.. next time ko na sssabihin..

and it's already 3:45 AM

Tickets available at P30 (Lyceans) and P60(Non-Lyceans).

PS: I just want to support my sister (A.K.A NIANA - one of the main casts) for this event...

see you there!! :]

and it's already 6:01 AM

[just click the image to enlarge]

After lunch, we decided to attend in seminar about virtualization since mas interested ako dun than Linux desktop. The seminar was so cool and super informative although may mga bagay na mahirap parin intindihin at mas maiintindihan ko lang pag ako na ang nagooperate. May mga games din to make the seminar more interactive and luckily, that time, I'm in the mood to cooperate and won this old but super helpful Linux mag.

They also gave different software. Kahit isa wala akong nakuha.. pero yung mga classmates ko madami.


21 September, Monday:
Holiday.

Tin, Elaine and I went to Rheg's house to *what?* haha. Secret daw? Elaine and I decided to meet at litex and as usual, nauna nanaman sya. We reached the Pedro Gil 30 minutes before our meeting time so Elaine and I decided to have a breakfast in Mcdo muna.

Encounter the Filipino computer virus- GOBI**M. We left rheg’s house around 3:30 to 4:00pm. I rode the LRT for the second time. Until now, I can't differentiate the LRT and MRT. Another thing, alam nyo bang nagwoworry ako na baka mali nanaman yung pagpasok card. Yung first time kasi, which was happened 3 years ago, nakakahiya na sinasabi ko:

“hala, ayaw pumasok..3x ”

Haha. I’m with my classmates that time pero sila yung nauna. Then may nasa likod ko na hindi ko kakilala.. haha. You know, hindi rin naman ako nakakatravel ng bongga kahit nga dito sa buong QC lang, hindi ko alam lahat ng lugar. I am a Lakwatserang hindi alam ang mga lugar at hindi alam kung anu ang pagkakaiba ng LRT at MRT aside from the “M” and “L”.

Back to the flow, After the LRT rides, while Tin take her own way home, Elaine and I went to SM north just to celebrate kuya Noriel’s bday. Tamang trip din si Elaine that time. Who's Mary Grace nga pala??? Haha. Nakita nya ko sa school pero hindi nya mantandaan. Sabi lang nya, “familiar ka sa'ken. Nakita na kita somewhere.” At ang tanging sagot ko lang, “Oo nakita mo na ko before. hahaha”

Dapat talaga wala ko dun ehh.. Date for two kasi talaga yun…peace naman dyan.. diba????? It's also fun to hear the waiters, waitress and staffs singing , “Your way to beautiful day…. Blahblahblah… happy birthday, happy birthday.” Basta beautiful girls yung tune. Nakakatawa. Sayang at walang pictures and video habang kinakantahan si Elaine nun. Birthday nya pala nun may free ice cream pa.

All in all, Masaya yung buong araw and I’m so nanghihinayang for not bringing my camera…

and it's already 10:36 PM